Now, I feel stress and I do feel it A LOT. Sorry guys, tonight cant join the discussion my mood has already been spoiled just now plus I dont get enough sleep. Two presentations for tomorrow morning like come on man are you kidding me? Unfortunately I dont prepare anything at all. God, please forgive me because I only think of you when having a problem :'( Im sorry. Honestly, Im sorry. Ungrateful? Yes I am. Greedy? Ya I know. Selfish? I think so. Showing off? Ouh please, I am these bad things okay. Okay okay, got it. Thanks for reminding (I am also an ordinary person). How I wish I have someone to talk to, to hear all my problems, to share all my stories. Eventhough theres a plenty of friends, still feels like alone, why why why. Asking a question which I have already know the answer is very very stupid.
Me : Why am I always feel like no peace in my heart?
Mama : Because you always forgot your pray. Thats it. Thats all.
Note : Generally, for those who feels hurt by me. I apologize okay, no matter who you are. No matter how big is my mistakes. Also, Im putting my ego to the lowest and say sorry for everything. Last but not least thanks ma, you know me better than myself. Imissyou :'(